Grandma Sandi is able to make it to my graduation.
I wrote that blog when I first found out that there was a possibility that she would not be able to make it and I was really upset.
This whole ordeal has ruined my day, I'll have you know, I cried at school today because of your foolishness. I cried on the shoulder of a friend because my family sold me out on something I said a long time ago at a time that I was really upset.
It is unfair that you thought it was your place to put me in this position. I already feel out of place in this family because it feels as if none of you have the capability to accept me the way I am but now, I'm the bratty grandchild who writes "mean" things about another cousin in her blog. I don't expect much, but I do expect respect and I'm not getting any. You are my family, not a spy who's sole job is to make me look bad and sell me out for misconstrued words on a website on the internet.
This has been completely blown out of proportion and I would enjoy it if you respected my wishes of staying out of my business. Next time you think, "hmmm, I'll go check up on Nikki's blogs.." please refrain because I don't need another issue tampering with my senior year in high school.
On occasion, I say the wrong things but I am only human and we all do that to a certain extent. In a way, I expect an apology but I have a strange feeling that I will not get one let alone someone who will fess up to this.
I created this blog so I could have an outlet to write how I felt and receive advice or words of wisdom from those who know more than I but all I got was an angry grandmother, salty eyes, and a faulty feeling of trust for people who I should trust no matter what.
I've learned a lot today.
All I can say is that I'm happy that I have the mother, father, and sister I do because they love me and accept me no matter what I say or do. They know how much it upset me and how I was feeling at the time so they understood why I wrote it. You, however, weren't there so you have no idea what was on my mind or the tip of my tongue at the time.
If you really are interested on reading someone else's blog, go too www.thematches.com/blog and read that one. It's interesting and it won't hurt one of your loved ones if you read it.
Well, that's all folks.
My business and my words are mine and I'm thankful everyday that I have to vocabulary to back them up.
The world is my soapbox and my words are all I have.
Check the first amendment by the way. It says nothing about taddling on someone for expressing how they feel.
adieu,
Nikki
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i love it. yay you nikki. you are so right. =]
ahaha wow...excuse me for laughing that is rediculous. I was quite angry and did not in the least let my grandparents get away with not coming to my graduation i told them they were lousy and I didn't care if they had 20 other grandchildren that all have graudations they were gonna come or I'd hate them. No, I didn't, but anyway it's not like you were saying u hated ur grandparents, I think you had every right to be upset. And gosh darnit, don't be so stressed out! See you in like two hours :)
how is this one. i do what the fuck i want , when the fuck i want, where the fuck i want.and if "get up in your buisness" is what im doing then thats what im doing. u aint gonna do nothing about it. now what? did u call me a rat?im the farthest thing from a rat, ive done 4 prison terms and have sliced people open for calling me less things than that, but ur my niece so youll always get a pass.somebody outside of our family asked me why my parents werent going to your graduation, he ended up giving me this link, i read , i asked mom why she wasnt going , she said she was, i asked you to update. what is all the drama about. your the asshole for disrespecting your family in front of the whole world, u got something to say about this family, good or bad say it with respect, in person. nikki me and u have never gotten along as good as we have been lately, and i like the relationship that we have started, many ways we r alike, u have to admit u dont understand me.nobody understands me, you have to realize that nobody understands us because. WEDONT WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD.we want to do what we want to do, bottomline. as i aforementioned in this letter, i in fact do what the fuck i want, but penalties must be paid in the strive to do that, play u pay.if prison is the worst they got, im not scared. i luv u nikki, always will.
uncle u know who
Uncle Scott,
I never called you an asshole. You really need to chill out. I understand this family, I've been a part of it for 18 years. It was never my intention to upset anyone and everything got blown out of proportion. You're embarrassing everyone by telling me I get a pass from getting sliced open by my uncle who's been in prison! wtf?
I do what I want to do as well and I wrote that blog because I felt like writing that blog.
Chill the fuck out.
nikki,
this is how it went down, i read the blog, i got mad because it upset you so much. so i got mom and made her read it, i told her before she read this, that this is how your granddaughter feels, and that she was wrong. so she started reading then asked me what the hell this was, i said this is how she feels about you not going to her graduation. she said i am going to the graduation. and i said you are? she said yes, what the hell is this about jeremy? now nik can you empathyise with how im feeling at that point? i got hella mad and wanted to shove this into moms face, and what happens. its not a true statement. now im arguing with mom about jeremy and megan, i told her everybody knows u do anything and everything for them. now shes calling me names and crying,i told her that this is between us nobody has to hear about this, she said ok, but obviously she had to defend her favorites, because word got back to you. its no mystery that your dad hates your grandma, he expresses that often, which is his right. i myself love my mom, all the shit that she has done to me cant make me hate a finger on her body, i will defend my mom no matter what. even if a family member is talking shit on the internet, i will defend. i am a person who minds his own business, i got lost in your DRAMA and tried to defend you, but it backfired on me, ill take responsibility for half of this bullshit, so i apologise, now i expect to hear one from you, that way you take the other half, cool or not let me know
uncle scott
gee i'm reading this again and fucks this shit was intenseee
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