I have been living inside of my head the past few days. I make up scenarios and I try to entertain myself and I think that I'm going crazy. I'm pretty positive that I need new friends, friends who actually want to spend time with me and can spend time with me and who will call me. It's not that I dislike my current friends, not at all I love them like family, but I need some change. However, I am afraid that I'm not interesting enough or outgoing enough to make new friends. It was so easy to make friends in elementary, middle, and high school and I have a terrible feeling that DVC will be drastically different.
I'm just worried. I'm worried about everything. I'm worried about my mental state, my physical state, my family situation, my friend situation.. Just my life situation in general.
I can't be positive anymore because I'm so worried..
It's terrible. I feel so bad about myself.
Fuck.
adieu,
Nikki
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i read titles as titties.
a perfectly justifiable mistake. haahaha
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