Today, we got our graduation announcements at school and I am very excited about graduating high school. I don't think I've ever been so excited about something to do with high school before and ironically, it's leaving it. Well, i brought them home to show my mom and this is what she said: "Six forty five!? Grandma definitely won't be able to make it.."
And I cried.. And I'm still crying.
This is my fucking graduation and she and my grandpa can't make it because they have to go to Tahoe the morning of graduation.. They can't wait a day?
They made it to my sister's graduation, why is mine so different?
Is my graduation less important than hers?
I'm sure they'll make it to my cousin Jeremy's graduation IF and when he graduates.
I've been working my ass off to get this far, I have a 3.83 GPA, and I'm actually TRYING in school.. It kills me that this is upsetting me this much but, sometimes I want to be important to them too. I'll have my mom, dad, and sister there, granted that my sister gets it off work. Excuse me but I had it in my head that graduating high school was kind of a big deal..
Oh well..
Graduation isn't important anyway....
That could possibly be the biggest lie I've ever told..
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if it helps at all graduation does count and you do matter and I dare say you're better than you sister tho I don't really know her. if I say anything comforting right now it's this, that all your friends will be there and that's who your graduating for and with. Graduation does matter you just have to make it matter to yourself and others will follow.
hey love, i'm really sorry to hear about the fact that your grandparents can't make it. Graduation IS a big deal, and you are a big deal. You're an amazing person and they will realize it. Keep your head high, and in the end, do what you do for only one person-yourself. also about your blog you posted today, you said no one would read it, i did! lol. *yarn shopping was fun, i've already started your hat. yay! xoxo. keep ur head up!
well they arnt coming to mine either
it would only be fair to the people involved that you update this blog. or is this up to date?
It would be fair if you didn't spread my business everywhere, thanks.
fiesty bullshit goin on!
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