Homebody

Lately, I have been doing, pretty much, absolutely nothing. I sit at home, watching movies or t.v. or doing homework and the days I'm not sitting on my ass, I'm at school barely staying awake. I really, do not have a life. It sucks. When I was in high school, every weekend was booked and every weekday was booked and now..Tuesdays and Thursdays are booked..
I miss my friends more than anything but it doesn't feel like they miss me. They all have new friends who are more relevant in their lives, which I knew would happen, but I guess I just hoped that I'd make new friends too. I've made one new friend and she's awesome but we only see each other in class and shit.
I just don't want to waste the best years of my life.
However, I think I'm well on my way to making that fear reality.
Well..Yeah.
Woo hoo for pessimism!
False.


Just gotta tell myself, HEY! Get get get get, get over it!
asdahkl


adieu.
Nikki